我可怜的阿瓜，被玛丽那个苏啊～

[fatima]

突然想起我可以用中文吐糟的嘛。^o^

ST圈子里面的S/U粉，特别是U粉丝，总体而言给我这种感觉：鸡是鸡血的鸡，血是鸡血的血。如果再加一句就是：你们还能再上纲上线些么！

不过话说回来了，鸡血也是没底气的表现嘛。(迫害妄想要不得呀要不得～～～～)只不过落到自己头上来了就不得不承认，有的人真的很讨厌。-_- MD，连个文案都要抄对岸CP的，有点骨气没有啊？情商低到一定程度那也算罪过。

当然我情商很多时候也不高……(前几天在八八的MSN群里说一件自己觉得奇怪的事情，被鸢尾&冰炎两口子异口同声地说“哪有你这样说话的！你看换了旁人都是说XXXXX，所以人家当然会这样啊！”于是我orz了……) 不过把自己圈子弄得鸡飞狗跳逼得大家都纷纷表立场的事情，我好歹也知道不做的。

基于阴暗心理，我继续等着看对方笑话的一天。

(导火索：
在st_xi_kink里面我去写了一个KS的构思，就是希望有人写的那种。
翻了几页，某个S/U的粉丝居然就原封不动地把构思给我抄了一遍，除了K换成了U。然后还很高兴地说，这是别人的构思，我自己拿来换成S/U了哟！
后面还有人跟，是啊是啊，第一眼看到就觉得是S/U！
这该是什么样的一种自说自话精神神经病……-_-||||||||||||||||||||)

------------------In Other News------------------

Note to self, my current ST plot bunnies:

1. Coram Nobis (aka: Wee Spock)
2. Fortune's Child (aka: Space Pirates AU....uh what?!)
3. Abyss (um...yeah...no comment)
4. Song of Solomon (aka: Vulcan Beta)
5. Echoes (aka: angst! fighting! dammit our timeline got screwed with!)
6. Substitution (I really mean...prostitution /facepalm)

It appears that all my fluffy! sappy! bunnies have (finally) been shot. I think I should probably give up on Moments of Glad Grace. It just feels...ugh. And I really don't want to touch the whole issue with Spock Prime, right now.

Maybe I should finish Coram Nobis first.

And OMG Tekko! You should totally use this as a theme: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Confabulation. Y/Y?

Add:
My only NC-17 piece, ever, is (the very short, very oblique) Kissing in the Dark.
The fact that I cannot write sex scenes is deeply, deeply distressing to me.
To make things worse, I have things floating and singing in my head. Fragments that won't come together.
This is, possibly, my least favorite aspect of writing. It's like a headache diluted but refusing to go away.

Comments

Huh?

[onihime-sama.livejournal.com]

Let's just say I have absolutely no idea what in the world you just said what so ever.

Re: Huh?

[snowlight.livejournal.com]

If you hit refresh, there is a sort of an explanation as to what set this rant off....

Oh I get it.

[onihime-sama.livejournal.com]

But I don't see it tho. Link?

Anyhoo I just watched the first two episodes of TOS.
It....uh.....requires A LOT OF LOVE to watch it.

I like the second ep, Kirk just owns that punk, and also Kirk getting mad right away knowing Spock is hurt *squeeeee*. XD

Re: Oh I get it.

[snowlight.livejournal.com]

不用连接啦。自己发发牢骚就够了。

TOS的确很……需要爱。orz

[tearful-eye.livejournal.com]

SPACE PIRRRAAATESS!

um, yes. so your fluff is all gone? you did warn me but still, that doesn't sound good... maybe you should (re-)watch 'the trouble with tribbles' or something (if you like tos at all), that episode always fills me with happy :P

[snowlight.livejournal.com]

I like TOS! A different kind of K/S, but just as good! And fear not, for my plot bunnies breed like tribbles, too. :P

That reminds me, I can totally go watch some more TOS....

[dissociate.livejournal.com]

I want you to finish Coram Nobis too! And to tell me more about your Space Pirates AU. *And* write the Abyss fragments like you saaid you would. I mourn the loss of your more gentle plot bunnies.

Oh, and confabulation! Ah, I totally remember learning this now. XD I thought about that, while we were talking about memory, but I have no plot, fic-wise. Also, I'll be retirement age by the time I finish it.

And, I am also distressed by your not having written sex scenes in detail. I know you can! I wish I can help. Tell me I can help? :3

[snowlight.livejournal.com]

Ahhhhh I have a huge headache right now. /hate

I think I will go outside for a while and think about the whole Ancient Vulcan Ritual thing.

[abcfangirl.livejournal.com]

Sorry, you don't know me but I have to tell you that on my 48th hour of mainlining everything ST:reboot and got hit on the face with Chinese rant is kind of hilarious and surreal. I can't even make out most what you were saying because I am not familiar with fan lingo in Chinese but sorry about your hijacked idea D: Also I just read your Five Times story and it was lovely, thank you!

[snowlight.livejournal.com]

Hehe, thanks for the note. (And here I was trying to be discreet! Obviously I failed...) I'm glad you enjoyed my story! :D