我可怜的阿瓜，被玛丽那个苏啊～

[fatima]

突然想起我可以用中文吐糟的嘛。^o^

ST圈子里面的S/U粉，特别是U粉丝，总体而言给我这种感觉：鸡是鸡血的鸡，血是鸡血的血。如果再加一句就是：你们还能再上纲上线些么！

不过话说回来了，鸡血也是没底气的表现嘛。(迫害妄想要不得呀要不得～～～～)只不过落到自己头上来了就不得不承认，有的人真的很讨厌。-_- MD，连个文案都要抄对岸CP的，有点骨气没有啊？情商低到一定程度那也算罪过。

当然我情商很多时候也不高……(前几天在八八的MSN群里说一件自己觉得奇怪的事情，被鸢尾&冰炎两口子异口同声地说“哪有你这样说话的！你看换了旁人都是说XXXXX，所以人家当然会这样啊！”于是我orz了……) 不过把自己圈子弄得鸡飞狗跳逼得大家都纷纷表立场的事情，我好歹也知道不做的。

基于阴暗心理，我继续等着看对方笑话的一天。

(导火索：
在st_xi_kink里面我去写了一个KS的构思，就是希望有人写的那种。
翻了几页，某个S/U的粉丝居然就原封不动地把构思给我抄了一遍，除了K换成了U。然后还很高兴地说，这是别人的构思，我自己拿来换成S/U了哟！
后面还有人跟，是啊是啊，第一眼看到就觉得是S/U！
这该是什么样的一种自说自话精神神经病……-_-||||||||||||||||||||)

------------------In Other News------------------

Note to self, my current ST plot bunnies:

1. Coram Nobis (aka: Wee Spock)
2. Fortune's Child (aka: Space Pirates AU....uh what?!)
3. Abyss (um...yeah...no comment)
4. Song of Solomon (aka: Vulcan Beta)
5. Echoes (aka: angst! fighting! dammit our timeline got screwed with!)
6. Substitution (I really mean...prostitution /facepalm)

It appears that all my fluffy! sappy! bunnies have (finally) been shot. I think I should probably give up on Moments of Glad Grace. It just feels...ugh. And I really don't want to touch the whole issue with Spock Prime, right now.

Maybe I should finish Coram Nobis first.

And OMG Tekko! You should totally use this as a theme: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Confabulation. Y/Y?

Add:
My only NC-17 piece, ever, is (the very short, very oblique) Kissing in the Dark.
The fact that I cannot write sex scenes is deeply, deeply distressing to me.
To make things worse, I have things floating and singing in my head. Fragments that won't come together.
This is, possibly, my least favorite aspect of writing. It's like a headache diluted but refusing to go away.

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[snowlight.livejournal.com]

Ahhhhh I have a huge headache right now. /hate

I think I will go outside for a while and think about the whole Ancient Vulcan Ritual thing.